Thanksgiving break... :[

I am soooo not excited about Thanksgiving break. I don't want to go home AT ALL. I really wanted to spend Thanksgiving break w. Nathan and his family, but my mom booked my surgery for Thanksgiving so I have to go. I don't want to go because 1) I hate flying standby 2) I want to be w/ Nathan 3) I want to be w/ Nathan's family 4) I hate FL in Fall because it's so boring and ugly. 5)I don't want to have surgery and 6) My family is a bunch of PSYCHOPATHS!:D

Like you don't understand how much I don't like my family on holidays. Everyone is always argueing with each other and trying to prove each other wrong, or see who has more than the other person financially. It's like a contest to them, but in the end.. what does it really matter?? Honestly? What are they proving? to who? and why? Why can't they just spend the time loving each other and caring for one another? I do miss my grandma though. I think most of my family is going to my Papa's but really I would like to spend Thanksgiving w. my nanny... she is so sweet and kind. She is not like everyone else in the family. She understands me and supports me in everything I do. and I miss her. Which is weird because it didn't even cross my mind that I would.. but I now realize how much I was seeing her when I was home.