Saturday, November 24, 2007

Have you ever been hurt by a loved one?

I think that is the worst kind! When the people you love the most hurt you...I think sometimes we hurt the people closest to us because we assume that they will always be there no matter what for us. Like at times I can be somewhat disrespectful to my mom because when we talk on the phone she always says it's really loud and she can't hear me. IT BUGS THE CRAP OUT OF ME! LOL I always get an attitude when she does that. But I'm gonna try to stop sometimes I just scream "I GOTTA GO!" because she annoys me so bad. But I love her, more than anything or anyone in this world. Yet I do that to her often..I really tried to NOT do it over this Thanksgiving Break because I realize how rude I have been sometimes but.. it didn't work out that well.. I did better, but not perfect LOL I feel really bad but sometimes I feel like I can't help it!! But the point of this blog is that someone hurt me.. someone that I am REALLY close with. I thought I could trust them, but it has brought to my attention that I can't.. It sucks. When you start trusting people. friends. boyfriends.family. Errr you just want to shoot em!!! LOL When people break your trust a few things go through your mind..1) Should I say something? 2) Should I stay quiet? 3) IF I say something, should I get angry 4) Am I able to stay calm? 5) Am I gonna cry if I talk about it? OR 6)SHOULD I NOT TALK TO THEM ANY MORE AT ALL?!?!... I am kinda asking myself all these questions right now, but I don't have any answers to them =[

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