Where was everyone else?

You know those times where you just feel so alone... I remember this one time specifically. I was in 11th grade and the guy that I had been bestfriends with for 2 years started getting serious with his girlfriend and finding less time for me. I was very jealous, especially when I found out he was moving in a month, to Mississippi, with her. School got boring, and so did my life in general.I got a new job and started hanging out with some new friends. I thought it was great and I started doing all these drugs and going to the clubs on school nights and at the time it felt great. Until I stopped doing the drugs for a week and realized how alone I was. I was surrounded by people all the time, but they really weren't there for me, neither did they care about me. It really sucked. and I haven't done drugs since then. Praise the Lord. :D