I wish I was older!!!

I love this topic, it's so funny to me. I can remember birthday after birthday.. some years, even ON my birthday.. I would be like yes! I can't wait til next year when I'm ... years old! lol I think it started when I was like 11... I was dating a guy that was 13.. ahah I thought I was so cool. But I couldn't wait until I was 13, 12 was a awkward year because its like in between 11 (your really young) and 13 ( when you start to go through puberty). Then when I was 13 I thought, I am still young.. I will know I'm older when I'm 15.. then 15 came and I couldn't wait til my 16th birthday! My 16th birthday sucked. I was in Ohio with a boyfriend and he didn't even get me a cake, or a card.. he got drunk and passed out while I had to take care of him! 17 was awkward because I felt like I was pretty much grown anyway but i still couldn't be concidered an adult because I wasn't officially 18.. But when I turned 18 I was like dang I'm getting so old! lol now, I think I am done with birthday's til my 21st b-day at least lol. I told myself on my 18th birthday every birthday after this I am gonna be 18 again until the year 2009 I will be just strangely turn 21 lol