Afraid

There are a few things that I'm afraid of this semester. One of them is guys. Not that i am literally afraid of guys, but I am afraid that I will find a guy that I think is really cute or something and get sidetracked with God and school. I have a tendency of doing that... I really want to stay focused this semester. I came to this school to grow in my faith and to learn. Now that I am here, I want to have fun and meet new people. I know thats normal for a college student but I'm just saying like I wish that I could be so passionate about God and school that it would surpass my passion for guys. I been praying about it and stuff. But like Thursday I didn't do any homework when I should have read a little bit because my roomie was doin my hair..and then Last night, Friday, I was gonna take a nap and then wake up and do my work but when I woke up I had like 3 missed calls and then I ended up goin to sonic and hangin out with my friend Terrance, and then My friend Chrys called me and I hung out with him after. I just really hope God will help me change my heart.