Soccer/ Volleyball

I have been thinkin about doing intermural soccer or volleyball, I'm not sure. I'm not really great at either, i'm ok. I remember in highschool, I played both. I was on JV soccer my junior year in highschool. It was the first sport I had ever played in my life. I loved it soooo much, but we didn't win a single game all season. We didn't care, that was the best time of my life. I fell in love with a sport I had been totally against my whole life when I hadn't even tried it.. I remember our last soccer game I had an anxiety attack and start hypervenilating and crying because I was so sad the season was over. I went on to played softball which I really didn't care for. Then my senior year I played on Varsity Volleyball. I really liked that too but I didn't get much playing time because of my in-experience. My mom encouraged me to quit because I didn't get any playing time and she didn't want to come to watch me sit on the bench. So I quit, which I really regret. I loved it and if I would have stayed maybe I would have the confidence to go out for one of them this semester, but I don't think I will go out for either :[