If there were no television I think...

The world would be a little better to live in without t.v. for mutiple reasons. I think without television we would be able to save our youth. I think without t.v. that children would be less likely to have sex, curse, and just do worldly things. Granted that it would also depend on what kind of parents they have or people they hang around but I think the world in general would change if they grew up without t.v. nobody would try to be like the t.v. stars because there wouldn't be any.. nobody would try to imitate the people they see on t.v.

iit's wednesday, already!

It's wednesday already. this week has flown by. I got done with my homework tonight at like 7:30 which is pretty sweet because I am usually doing it until midnight. I think it's because I'm starting to get into the swing of things. Last night tho, I went to bed at like 1 and I was so tired that my alarm clock went off for 13 minutes and my roommates had to wake me up! I'm going to bed as soon as I get done writing this blog, although the week has already flown by so fast, college is so exhausting. I never thought it would be this tiring, time consuming yes, hard-work yes, lots of studying.. yes but I never thought it would be this tiring. I had 3 tests today, I got 100 on the first 2 and a 60 on the last one. It was for CLST on this chapter we were suppose to read last night but I had read it over the weekened so it wasn't really fresh in my mind.. But overall today was a good day :D I have a test in EVAN over 2 bible verses tomorrow, we will see how i do :D

Soccer/ Volleyball

I have been thinkin about doing intermural soccer or volleyball, I'm not sure. I'm not really great at either, i'm ok. I remember in highschool, I played both. I was on JV soccer my junior year in highschool. It was the first sport I had ever played in my life. I loved it soooo much, but we didn't win a single game all season. We didn't care, that was the best time of my life. I fell in love with a sport I had been totally against my whole life when I hadn't even tried it.. I remember our last soccer game I had an anxiety attack and start hypervenilating and crying because I was so sad the season was over. I went on to played softball which I really didn't care for. Then my senior year I played on Varsity Volleyball. I really liked that too but I didn't get much playing time because of my in-experience. My mom encouraged me to quit because I didn't get any playing time and she didn't want to come to watch me sit on the bench. So I quit, which I really regret. I loved it and if I would have stayed maybe I would have the confidence to go out for one of them this semester, but I don't think I will go out for either :[

iiiT's MONDAY

I had a great day, Convo was awesome. I loved our speaker, he made a great point today. God is a God of peace, one of my favorite verses is Matthew 11: 28-30 that basically says we can come to Jesus with our burdens because we will bear them, that we can just give them to him and he will give us his "burdens" which are light and easy to bear. I can help but rejoice and have peace to know that I don't have to worry about anything because God is with me wherever I go. Today I had to take my car to the auto shop because saturday night it start smoking and overheating.. I attempted to get there but I have no clue how to navigate here. I got lost. My heat valve kept going up and down up and down, and all I could think to do was just pray to God and pray that I got there before it broke down. Guess what? God helped me make it through! I got there and the nice people at the shop gave me a ride back to school!! PRAISE GOD!

Braids!

So This weekend I been hangin out a lot with my roommate Arie. We've gotten really close already. We went to the block party together and church and lunch and dinner. haha but anyways, she braided my hair tonight and I think it looks really cute so thats why I posted the pic up. I am making a lot of friends and they are all really cool so I am really enjoying my college experience so far, other than my ex being here. But it's ok. Campus church was really good, I think Johnny Moore is a really good speaker and I really enjoy campus church. This afternoon me and my roomie just started writing some scriptures that we enjoy and hanging up in our room on the walls to decorate it really encourages me when I wake up to reading the scriptures all over my room. Its getting late though so we are all heading to bed.

I didn't get to write yesterday so I will update. Yesterday I had class with Darren yesterday so after class he comes up to me and says " I don't want any problems or anything but I already contacted LUPD about the ring and I'm giving you one more chance to give it to me before I have LUPD come get it from you." Let me just say I was so mad yesterday it's not even funny. I gave it to him because I don't have time for his immature little kid games, ya know? I don't want to have anything to do with a person who would do something like that to me. Needless to say, we are not talking. He has tried to write me twice actually today saying he hopes we can be friends, and then he sends me an e-mail with lyrics to a song basically saying he's lonely and misses me. I just laughed. But i'm about to go out to the block party tonight so i'm pretty excited about that :D

Today

So today, pretty much sucked. My Fiance and I broke up, but it's a really long story. He is acting really childish and demanding that he gets the ring back and stuff and it's like wow, what a wake-up call to how much growing up he has to do. You don't ask for the ring back and I haven't been taking his calls because it only ends in arguments and hang-ups, so he keeps leaving me messages demanding the ring back and the last one he left said something about me liking someone else and he knows it, bla bla bla. I'm like are you serious? are you kidding me right now? But I don't have time to deal with his childish ways so I'm gonna try best to just focus on school and getting my education, getting my work done, and growing in my walk with Christ. So I guess it's for the best, we will see how it all works out...